Headspace dreams ft friends - Feb 25, 2020

I'm finding some dreams I wrote out in texts to friends, trying to document them here

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I had a dream about Milly and Casmir, all three of us together.

There was an obelisk in the desert of what I think is Cash's headspace, the sky was a deep blue and the obelisk had a platform in the centre studded with jewels.  When any of us stepped in the middle, the obelisk would transform the space around it into whatever our mind deemed accurate for the jewel we pressed.  I went first and when I pressed the amethyst the space around us in a ring became an intricate series of Gothic hallways spiralling up to a bell tower.  And when I pressed the emerald I got a wooden house structure and it'd build around us and the platform.

When Cash went to it, she pressed gold obsidian and the obelisk itself transformed into a shimmering gold texture, like some sci fi lithos.  It blossomed a few tall walls that curled like aurum lily petals above us but were made of sand.  And her amethyst turned the obelisk into a towering glimmering black shield looking thing with a huge amethyst in the centre, and around us became this like, vertically growing calcite looking series of walls like a maze.

I remember Milly remarking on this like "wow it's so different for both of you" and it's true, mine became always some sort of building whereas Cash's became these dreamscape works of art.

We could circle the platform and walk around the obelisk transformations and at some point as we walked through Cash's maze we rested at an area that was off the side of this platform obelisk land, an old barn like area except the inside was Etruscan wall paintings faded and chipped all over.

I remember feeling excited bc I could recognize the architecture and explaining to them in a nerd rush the arches and art style and likely year it showed up, lmao! 

We didn't end up going to give Milly a turn on the platform bc the dream changed.  I know we made our way out of the structure and I know we followed the distant figure of Avangeline across the desert to a sheer tall desert plateau. It wasn't even hot, just empty and gold.  Instead of taking us up the plateau she gestured for us to go off to the right. I saw the figures of Azrael and Cerulean, with Ruly much smaller and laughing as Azrael bounced him on his shoulders.  

When we followed there was an industrial staircase built up the plateau and as we ascended to the top I shit you not there was a door, we went through it like the Truman Show out to a subway and city.

We then were about to go to some sort of eco conference led by a Jane Goodall-esque lady, so we had to take the subway. I remember wanting to sit down in the middle between you two but Milly  had transformed into what looked like if Hoshoku and Eden had a love child LMAO!  A super tall Korean-esque boy in Japanese street clothes and deep black eyes and short black hair, except tall and plump like shoku.  This registered to me as an alter switch.  

And so the boy plopped down in the middle and I pouted like "Wait I want to get to link arms with both of you" and this boy gave me lip, like, what are you going to give me in exchange for me moving?

And I said "my undying love and affection"

So the guy paused and shrugged and moved over a spot so I could plop down hehe~

At the conference room we were separated as I went to the bathroom, this fancy single room toilet kind. As I was heading out of the room a teenaged girl with natural hair came and yanked over the door and suddenly screamed at me - like a peekaboo surprise, she was probably mistaking my bathroom for one her friend was in.  Except this triggered a heart attack in me? I felt myself fall flat on the floor as the world began to wooze around me. I was hyperventilating and I could feel my heart pounding way too fast.

When the girl stopped laughing she knelt in like blank surprise bc it didn't register to her that we didn't know each other till after I keeled over. She went to touch me like "omg are you okay?"

And I remember feeling wrong, like, my body felt like it was disappearing

I struggled to kneel with her support and then I uh... bit her in the throat.

I woke up because I actually bit my pillow just now. Like there are clear teeth imprints and they are deep.


So! That was my dream and I'm off to try and sleep again