Tuesday, December 12, 2017

Winter zombie apocalypse

I dreamed I was in a zombie apocalypse bunker which was this intricate underground city. We were all herded there because there was a zombie virus outbreak.

The bunker had a huge, Virtue's Last Reward-esque warehouse door that had a steep basin cut into the floor in case zombies ever broke through (they'd fall into the hole and we'd be able to take care of them without getting close). Beyond that was a cluster of buildings and roads meshed intricately, in the arrangement and colours of a bismuth crystal.

I remember distinctly that the virus had broken through. I started the dream at the edge of the basin (I can't think of a good word for it, essentially it was a giant rectangular space dipped into the floor to hold zombies, like a hole where people are buried alive). Peering down, I saw the pile of writhing, rotting bodies had gotten to nearly the halfway height of the hole. I knew eventually they'd plane out and be able to get into the bunker city--but ultimately, it didn't matter, because people were already succumbing inside of the city.

The dream gets vague here. I know I brought a group of people out of the bunker by sneaking through the warehouse door. I can't remember all the people in my dream, but two girls, a 12-year-old with long black hair and an older teen whose appearance kept shifting, were with me consistently. I distinctly remember being a man, older--in his thirties, perhaps--and with shattered nerves, I brought everyone through a meandering, steam-piped lined tunnels. I didn't know where we were going. We took any path we could until we found the rusted rungs of a wall ladder, and emerged out of what felt like a manhole.

Instead of coming out on a street, we breathed in the crisp, snowy air at the top of a sky scraper. I inched to the edge of the skyscraper, where there was the gray, dismal scene of the ruined city before me. Snow billowed through the valleys made by the skyscrapers, and I could see mountains in the distance, faded and sturdy. I peered at the streets below, which were not too far away. I could see some non-infected people scurrying about, alert for any zombies that may intercept them as they struggled to survive the winter.
A dark red, with white stripes; the towers were
roughly the size of houses, and were oddly free of snow. 
They gave me a sick feeling.

I rushed my group to a series of electrical wire, where we slid down with kerchiefs (or something, I just know we slid down the wires somehow). There was a great sense of urgency for we knew the army had been notified of our escape. I was last to go, and I kicked a metal sheet into the face of a soldier as he tried to grab me. Off I went, zooming down the wire. Below, I could see something disturbing: weird towers had sprouted around the city, as large as houses, in a strange shape. I can't describe it, so I'll draw it and attach it here. There were at least fifteen of them at first glance, stark red-and-white against the gray. I shuddered, landing in a snowy cliff with the rest of my group.

We trekked up the cliff to the edge of a suburb. Suddenly, I turned around to look at the landscape of buildings behind us. I saw soldiers of two different factions meet and clash, and I turned around with a sense of foreboding, pushing the girls onward. We rounded the wooden-fenced backyard of a suburban house, where I saw a soldier trek out with a rifle. In panic, I ran into the house.

The house was dark. Before me lay a packed walkway that led into the kitchen, which was just around the corner. Canned peaches, shelves stacked full, and a messy floor. To my left, a stairwell with one steep staircase shooting upwards, the room painted a sharp chartreuse green. I avoided the staircase, feeling like it was such a bizarre sight that I couldn't trust it. I traversed the house, going upstairs, looking for a place to hide. For some reason, the upstairs were lit, all the lights on in all rooms. I started turning off the lights to hide myself until I got into a bedroom of a 20-something year old man with curly brown hair. The room had lots of electronics, a monitor with a game on, music running through the speakers. Like the apocalypse hadn't hit, this room was so normal that I felt completely on-edge.

I turned around and the man had returned, startled to see me in his room. I made a slicing motion with my hands, and I decapitated him. More specifically, I cut half his head off. He crumpled in the hallway, bleeding onto the carpet.

Panicked anew, I descended the stairs. The kitchen was lit again, and I ran straight into a young pregnant woman. She looked surprise, and I felt despair, wondering if she was his wife. She didn't know I just killed her husband. I begged her to keep quiet and hide me from the soldiers, and she shoved me into the hall of the green staircase, hushing me. The soldiers knocked on the door as I climbed the stairs, only to remerge into the man's bedroom--it was a shortcut. Startled, I ran into the hallway; his body was gone. I heard the soldiers climbing up the main staircase and, once they were effectively upstairs, I went down the green stairs again and bolted out of the house.

Three soldiers tailed me. A tall, bald man with tribal tattoos along his right jaw, gaunt-cheeked and hook-nosed. A slender Asian woman with dark lips, her hair cut blunt to her chin with sharp bangs. A brunette caucasian sniper with a cowboy hat and a kerchief tied around his nose, so that I could only see his sharp gray eyes. Each of them brandished a different type of gun that I don't know (because I don't know guns; I thought the bald man had an AK47 and the lady had a submachine gun, but I'm not sure).

The sniper lay on the snowy roof, trying to take me out. I narrowly dodge the bullets from all three, and desperately try to slice them the way I did to the man. It didn't work the first few times until I finally decapitated the sniper, and began to shred the bald man and lady into pieces. They were laughing as they fell to their knees, and eventually, they splattered like cut ham over the snow.

I dove back into the house. Somehow, the pregnant woman had guests over for Christmas. I asked her for supplies and she gave them to me in a plastic bag, until I asked her for a backpack. She got me one of my own backpacks (the black one with little roses printed on it). Suspiciously, she asked me how I knew how to get into her house through the kitchen, and I gestured something vaguely about how the "front" of her house had no visible door, so I came in through the side.

The dream ended as I ran out to the slushy street, rejoining my group. I woke up before anything else could happen. To my surprise, this morning, my street had become covered in the same level of snow as my dream. How spooky!

Tuesday, September 26, 2017

Ocean apocalypse

July 2017

Lavender, freya, a little brother for them named Buster? colour, mistaken identity, a girl named Connie in freyas body, a dog in busters body)
Me trying to go to school with them.  We run a club together at school that takes care of the barn animals as well as school events.  
Bodies start switching minds and the animals get restless
I look for the siblings but find strangers in their skin
Things start to get scarier
I have a journal of things I'm trying to get done while madness happens around me
The siblings and other ppl start switching minds like crazy.
Buster finally comes back to his senses.
Buster takes me to the beach to swim with a friend.  Buster looks like an older Rufus.  The friend looks like that dark handsome guy from ffxv
Freya is milk coloured and a great leader. When Connie ends up in her body she is very confused and doesn't know where Freaya switched to.
Lavender has lavender hair as she should, a slightly feral and confused teenage girl.  She doesn't know what is happening but somehow feels like she does.
One lady puts materials in my sketchbook to make her logo and as I attempt to weave a straw garland for a festival.  I have hundreds to make.  I cry and break down from stress.
As I do the world goes nuts.
Sky goes dark, animals get zombified.  Dogs start attacking everyone.  Eldritch dog creatures with long tails, sleek black skin, and Demise-like teeth/faces start mauling people.  Lavender dives into the pond to escape them. The confused Connie/Freya switches back to Freya.  Buster still acts like a dog but his consciousness wavers. So does mine. One minute I'm in freyas body and the other I'm in lavender.
Buster realizes I'm fading too and panics when he's lucid and coherent. Buster tries to snap me out of it. Meanwhile we fight the dogs and feral sheep kept in the barn nearby.
Town is immaculate seaside town eith neat gardens and colour washed houses
I smell the ocean. I always know where the water is.
I try to grab my notebook
Notebook says something about a prophecy which I remember I discuss with the siblings and handsome friend at some point.
It's freya. She has to be the one to sacrifice herself.
I suddenly realize I'm Freya.  I've been switching bodies so long I've forgotten which person I was.  
I eventually go outside and float into the sky.  The dogs howl.  Buster screams and cries and begs me not to go.  In a flash of light she's gone, and suddenly, I'm Lavender, watching Buster cry.
I know what I have to do.  For some reason.  Buster looks for me even though the world's calmed down.  I smell the water.  I run from him.  He cries my name.  Lavender!  But I keep running to the sea.  I hear him splash behind me, trying to grab me, but I dive into the water.  Buster is left alone crying on shore.

Violence never served me.

I had a nightmare last night.

I've had a few dreams this year but I've forgotten to write them down.  This one I should.

Phoebe and Peter had a huge fight last night and I think that's why it affected my dream.  Peter shattered a few dishes in his rage and I don't blame him.  I'm just tired of these unnecessary conflicts.

The dream started with a family living in my house alongside mine.  I don't recall the details, but I refused to do something for their two children, who then proceeded to throw a tantrum.  When I went back to my room, my Ikea display case with my dolls was shattered.  My pillows were torn, my curtains cut, furniture broken, shelves gone.  There was a pile behind my nightstand, remnants of my dolls.

I don't recall the middle of the dream.  All I know is I wove through the house, which had transformed into a quaint brick hotel courtyard of sorts.  When I went to what I recognized as my basement (merged with some sort of large ballroom area? It's hard to describe), I found the two daughters of the family.

I proceeded to beat the shit out of them.

I haven't had a violent dream in a while.  By a while, I mean the last I remember was... I don't know.  I must have been nine or ten or so.  I took a microphone (which is accurate to our basement, filled with audio equipment) and I just... beat them bloody.  I beat one and the other started to cry, and I grabbed the other one and beat her too.  I first knocked them out by a blow to the back of the head, then I just wailed on their faces.  In my dream they didn't bleed, just bruised badly, because you can't really bludgeon someone to death with a microphone.  Even by dream logic I knew that, which is probably why I picked that as a weapon.

It makes me feel a little sick.  I didn't enjoy it. I was filled with rage.

I then went up to my kitchen, where my mother was washing dishes.  I proceeded to smash each dish when my mom immediately began to scold me for what I've done.  I think I was so frustrated because I had to take matters into my own hands, again, like always.  These two girls entered my room and broke everything I owned, and instead of having my back, she was criticizing my actions.  Now that I'm awake, I agree with dream her (lol), but in the moment I lost control and just started to smash everything.  The dream ended with my mom pleading me to stop, but I snapped at her, "There's no point.  Nothing matters.  Let's just break it all."

I woke up to my alarm clock and went to work.